May that bitch burn in hell. Everyone I know said I was in the best shape of my life back in 2009 and I was on the path of glory. I was on very little testosterone, I had my diet spot on with no help and I had no urge to drink liqueur or eat garbage.
Then boom, I run into the spawn of Satan at Arlington Heights Xsport who brainwashed me into thinking I need to get massive huge like a professional bodybuilder to get respect and laid. She also believed that the dose of Test Prop the doc gave me wasnt even strong enough for women and that I was wasting my money and time. Even though I was the strongest I ever was and did barley any cardio and lost 2-3 pounds of bodyfat a week and I was measuring threw calipers.
She filled my head up that women like men who are big and muscular and the whole ripped abs mens physique style were fags and women would think they aren't real men. I went from a surprising 210 very lean at 5'9 to a 235 huge gut chump with tons of bodyfat. She caused a downward spiral where I ate tons of food to gain size but it had a reverse effect on me.
My HRT doc was shocked when he saw my current bloodwork and physical. He asked and I quote "what the fuck happened to you" I had to tell him that I listened to a female bodybuilder named Gayle who flipped out on me when she wanted to see a list of my docs therapy prices and called me to ask why I removed his office number and contact info on the e-mail.
Now I am in process to fix the mistake but I lost 3 years of life cause of the downs and ups of trying to become a mass monster because of the manipulation from Gayle. I was young and foolish.